Time to Dance playlist.

1.Sister Golden Hair-America
This is really a great song, a classic. My mom listened to America non-stop when I was a kid and now I listen to them non-stop. Besides Walking Man's Road from the Last Unicorn soundtrack, this is their best song. 
2.Girls and Boys-Blur
Damon Albarn is a genius. I love the upbeatedness (is that even a word) of this song even though it's about a serious issue.
3. Wish Me Well (You Can Go To Hell)-Bouncing Souls
Best breakup song. Ever. 
4. Free Me-Cipes and the People
It's so fun and cheery and romantic. Reminds me of Teen Titans. Bet you can guess why. 
5. On Melancholy Hill-Gorillaz
Another Damon song. I love this song, it's so happy sounding but the lyrics are sad. It's about the plasticness of today's society.
6. To Binge-Gorillaz ft. Little Dragon
There are no words. 
7. Fluff 'N' Fold-The Launderettes
I have no idea how my dad discovered this song, but it's a fun little punk tune. 
8.Celebrity Status-Marinana's Trench
It's so catchy and so true. Mariana's Trench is a great band. Shaketramp is a fun one as well. 
9. What If-Meg and Dia
Oh the enchanting Meg and Dia. What If is just good. Really and truly good. 
10. Hug Me-Meg and Dia
One of my favorite songs ever. Really shows of the song writing skills of the sisters. 
11. Roses-Meg and Dia
See Hug Me.
12. Shut Me Up-Mindless Self Indulgence
Ah, everyone's first MSI song. I adore this song and always will. I still don't know what it's about but the music video was directed by Johnen Vazquez and is hysterical. 
13. Northern Downpour-Panic! At the Disco
A fun little tune. Panic! was so chipper at this time, a nice break from the dark alt pop-rock of the first album (which I loved). Very much like the Beatles. 
14. Time to Dance-Panic! At the Disco
Brendon's voice is amazing in this song. This is written about Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk, which I really, really want to read. The story sounds so good. 
15. All Because of You-Puffy
Fun little unrequited love poppy rock tune from the Japanese duo. It's not overly cutesy like most Japanese pop-rock (or Japanese pop in general). It sounds (lyrically and musically) like something you would hear from an American tween pop artist, but with a little more edge.
16. Same Jeans-The View
A Scottish Indie band that my dad discovered. I don't know where he keeps getting these bands. This is off of their first album, Hats off to the Buskers. I don't know much about this band but the song is great
17. The House of Awesome Theme Song-The Whomping Willows
My first wrock song. It's got a great message too, it's very fun. 
18. Threshold-Sex Bob-Omb
I'm a huge Scott Pilgrim fan. This is probably the best "Sex Bob-Omb" song. 
19. White Rabbit-Emiliana Torrini
I didn't like Jefferson Airplane's song, but I like this cover. It was used for the Suckerpunch soundtrack. It's so ethereal.  Emiliana has a beautiful voice.
20. You'll Rebel To Anything-Mindless Self Indulgence
Ah, the theme song of my friend group.

Things to do before I turn 17

-Finish the short story about The Scarlet Letter and give it to Mr. Medlin

-Place in something at a Speech tournament, preferably DI

-Shop at a flea market

-Get at least 100 pages in yet-to-be-titled novel

-Pick a title for my novel

-Write positive poetry

-Go to Urban Outfitters to find more stuff for my room

-Lose ten pounds

-Read more romantic literature

-Master getting off a chair lift

-Only ride down snowboarding slopes that are intermediate and higher (no beginner)

-Learn Razzle Dazzle Rose on guitar

-Learn how to see auras (or at least start on it)

Maybe I should split

It's gotten to be to much, Kayt. I don't know what to do. Should I just leave the group? Who would I hang out with?

I guess it's just high school, but I shouldn't feel this way.

Kayt, I don't know how often you read this blog, but it's targeted towards you, as you are one of the only people I can really talk to anymore and you're never on facebook/answer your phone.

High school sucks. I know, I know. It's high school, it's supposed to suck, but my friends shouldn't make me feel like crap. Most of them don't even know they're doing it. I can't voice ANY opinions at all without being attacked, and then made to feel like I'm a horrible person. I'm an outcast in my friends, or at least I feel like it. I write a poem every time someone makes me feel less than human. I started this less than a month ago, and I have 20 poems.

None of my friends at school seem to listen anymore. I'm so excited for the play because the "hardcore" drama kids treat me with respect. I wish I could hang out with them, but that would be so weird middle of my junior year. Plus, most of them would be graduating this year. Sure, I'm not an angel, but if I'm mean to someone, I don't mean it. I'm sarcastic. I don't mean it.

Lauren told me to write this blog. I stayed up late with her talking about it. It was nice to finally talk to someone about it, but she was worried that I was keeping it all in. So I wrote this blog, and I'm addressing it to you in hope you'll answer. I'm tired of keeping it all inside of me.

My Little Town

I adore my little town (actually it's a city, but it feels like a town). Sometimes it gets a little boring, but it still is my hometown.

 

Ok, techincally the last one is of Nashville, not Franklin. Oh well.

ugh!

 

Will someone explain why these are the only pictures of Nathan Keyes on my computer?

SPEECH UGH!

Speech is going to be the death of me. Not APUSH, not AP English, not French, not theater, not CAT...ok possibly astronomy might have something to do with it. But I'm seriously freaking out about my Yale trip coming up in little over a week (I fly out the 23rd). This is bad guys.

Car Bombing

There are reports (credible but unconfirmed) that there may be another terrorist attack on 9/11. They think it's going to be a car bomb and it's going to be a "lone ranger".

I kinda knew this was going to happen. I hope they catch him though.

Am I old?

I was listening to the radio today on the drive home from school, not so strange right? The radio station I listen to regularly has two commercial free hours, one at 3 PM and one at 6 (which is great because those are the two hours in which I am driving home). During the commercial free hour at 3, they also have a retro 3 at 3. Usually the songs are from the 80s. Today, the three songs they played were Kryptonite by Three Doors Down (2000), Hella Good by No Doubt (2001), and Roll to Me by Del Amitri (1995).

Wait, excuse me? I was alive for the release for all these songs. I was 5 when Kryptonite came out, 6 when Hella Good came out and about 5 months old when Roll to Me came out. I'm 16. How is this retro? HOW?

A Little Messed Up

So I've come up with a new rule, no coffee after 5:00 PM for me. It seriously fucks up my system. I don't care if the awesome, local coffee shop is having a special on Pumpkin Spice Lattes. I don't care how delicious said lattes are. I don't care if they are, at the current moment, selling them for the week. I can wait until the morning, or I can go right after school.

Oh, hey Kristina

Can someone please invent a machine to make me as cool as Kristina Horner? I mean she's kinda badass and awesome and I want to be like her.

So, if you're an inventor, please hurry up with that machine. Thanks.

It's happening again

So after months I finally found someone I actually like.

WHHHAAATTTT?

Yes, that's right. I found someone I like. It's not like I'm going boy crazy or anything, it's just that this kid is so adorable I just can help it.

(Oh, yeah, he's like a year younger than me, fuck)

Y U NO CHILL?

There's this girl who is seriously stressing me out. She needs to cool her shit. She complains about every little thing.

"There's a test tomorrow? OHMYGOD! When did we know about this? Last week! Ugh! That's not enough time to study, that's so unfair! I have to go stress eat!"

I mean come on! I'm in all the same classes she is (except I think she takes choir and I take theater) but she doesn't do anything after school. I, on the other hand, have play practice and I don't get home until 7:00.
Somehow, my grades are better than hers. I actually snapped and yelled at her the other day. I told her to shut the fuck up and get over herself.

She started crying,  but, actually, I don't think that was my fault.

Maybe she needs to be more chill. No, wait, she better chill the fuck out or else I will punch her in the face.

So ok

I've changed quite a bit over the past couple months, and I've decided to take up this blog again. Who gives a shit if anyone bitches me out? It's their problem.

and so it ends

So, Sophomore year is drawing to a close. It's been a long, exhausting year filled with joy and heart break and emotion. I don't know what else to say, except, it's been interesting. I've grown so much in the past ten months. I'm not the same awkward 15 year old girl who didn't know who she was and didn't know who her friends were. I'm 16 (I know it's so old right?) and I know who I am and who I can trust. There's not a doubt in my mind that I will change again, it's high school. But I've only got two more years.

Long time, no blog

So I've been ignoring this blog, because for a while it was a reminder of what happened. And then the ONE follower I had, left. That was sad and all it said was 0 followers.

Gee, thanks bro.

But I have another follower now, yay!

Oh shit

So I now have 0 followers. What. The. Fuck?

3-14

It's pie day! Oh yes it is! I get to eat yummy pie during math!

Pure Excitement

So I'm extremely excited for my schedule for next year. It's a but surreal that I'm going to be a junior. So I'm taking two AP classes, English III and U.S. History. I'm also taking College Algebra and Trig (which is NOT an advanced course), Astronomy/Physiology and Astrology (each is a semester course), Theater Ensemble I, and French IV.

It's going to be an exciting year next year.

Avril Lavinge

I love Avril Lavigne's new album. It has to be her best.

Chem class bleh

I really don't understand chemistry class. The class not the subject. I do not like my teacher. Nobody understood the lab and we asked her for help. She got frustrated and said "You all have obviously have not been reading chapter 7."


Well, that's the first I've heard about reading chapter 7. She's never told us to read it! Gah, she's annoying.

It's so weird

But I'm over "him". He has a girlfriend  now, and I don't even care. It's cause I like someone else I guess.

I need some sleep

I didn't get much sleep last night, I'm exhausted. See, I hate storms with a passion, and although it wasn't storming then, I was worried. It's storming now, and I'm worried. I'm also about to die of exhaustion. I need some caffeine and fast.

Research Paper

Bleh, I have to finish my research paper tonight and have my parents go over it. Right now I'm just being lazy. I have most of it actually finished (I just have to do some touch ups and write the last paragraph) and then I have to do the work cited, outline, and title page. But all three of those will take about five minutes each. Oh, alright, the outline will take longer. It's quite good that I didn't have any other homework this weekend. I have to finish Timeline but seeing as it's supposed to storm really badly tonight, I'm not going to bed any time soon. Plus, Timeline would be perfect to read in bed, during a storm, with the weather channel flipped on.

El Manana

Cast ME as Bernie Lisa Mantchev

I really want to be Beatrice Shakespeare Smith in a movie version of the Theatre Illuminata series. She's so awesome and the book series is sooooo good. I love it! My friends say I look like (the cover illustration version of)  Bertie (if I had cobalt flame and/or raven black and egyptian plum hair).

Plus, Lisa Mantchev wants Ben Barnes from The Chronicles of Narnia to be Nate, the pirate, and I ship Nate/Bertie. :3

I am so excited

I got an 81 on my Algebra test. ZOMG! I PASSED!

Wicca Fail and Win

So I remember that the first time I called a circle, I forgot to dismiss it. That could have been really, really bad. Thankfully, I always remember now.

Not long ago I found this:



It describes my religion perfectly. The Christian and the Wiccan together as one. When I grow up I'm buying (or making) a necklace like this.

For everything

I’ve bitched and complained about this guy. I’ve sighed and hoped. I KNOW nothings going to happen but I can’t help but feel something for him.

For all this, I’ve only cried once over him.

But tonight it may change to twice. 

Eyes Like Stars

That is such a good book, I love it ever so much.

motherfucker.

I fucking hate having my period.

It's awful.

I'm so glad I'm irregular, I couldn't take this every month.

Stalker

My friend's ex-boyfriend is an immature, creeperass motherfucker. He's stalking her. It's creepy. She needs to get a restraining order against him for all of our sakes.

HALLELUJAH JESUS!

I have no school because it snowed so hard last night. You have no idea my level of excitement. The roads were pretty bad yesterday. So I have today off, and then I have tomorrow for school, but THEN I have the next FOUR days off. FOUR COUNT THEM! My school has a winter break. It's usually around Valentine's day too. We get a weekend, and then two days. It's very fun.

This is such a great idea.

I apologize for any of the blogs that I was mean in, to anybody involved in this current argument. I was being harassed and I have stopped it. We were all wrong. We all got butthurt.

I've blocked the other party on all accounts I can think of, this argument is over. If you are still able to see ANY of the messages (I think Erin's blog is still up), do not believe any of it. Even stuff I've posted.

It was stupid and immature.

Messed up

I'm a little messed up, I am. I don't like it if guys know our anniversary. I want to remind them. I don't like it when guys are too sweet, I find that creepy.

All yo' hoes are gone

My friend's ex-boyfriend and my ex-best friend is trying hard with her again. Up until recently he HATED her and she hated him. But now he's being all nice to her again. My theory is that he's lonely and all the girls he used to try hard with and now tired of him. Being his last real girlfriend, she's the first thing he turns to.

Though I don't know why, she still hates him. 

Jungle Animal

I've realized who I like. It makes me seem like such a cougar. He's a freshman, his birthday is May 18th. That's a year and two months. Not that bad actually, I've seen longer age differences work.

That's right, I'm talking about you Svennie. Dating Joseph. He was a freshman too.

Go ahead and bitch.

This post was immature and pretty stupid. Internet arguments are retarded.

Why, thank you science teacher

She's put off a quiz and a lab.

But now there's a crazy ass long quiz tomorrow.

Weird

I just realized I've named my past three ocs after tragic Shakespearean heroines. Ophelia (Lia), Desdemona (Mona), and Regan.

Wow, really?

I sing

Okkayy....

So I commented on my friend Jackson's picture because I found it hilarious BECAUSE IT IS! and his sister bitched at me for saying "ha".


Alright.

Characters and Accents

I'm going to do a project.

I will read several passages in the characters' accents. They will probably all be female. Like Alice or Hermione.

Oh really?

I just discovered. I wanna be a hipster.

OH THANK GOD!

So two days ago I had a 47 in Chemistry. That's really bad. But I feel like she isn't teaching us. I looked at my grade today and because of bonus points and such, I brought my grade up to a 62! I am so excited. On my way to passing. Plus the last two quizzes I took were really easy (simple memorization) so it will bring my grade up even more!

I can't wait until next year. I'm planning on taking Anatomy and Astronomy (they're both one semester classes), plus I might take Yoga or Dance instead of Gym.

Fairy Tale Love....well, one-sided anyway

There's this boy at my school. He's gorgeous, and smart, and talented, and I'm completely in love with him. This love makes me the most tragically poetic person ever because I know he will never love me back. He's a year older than me. One of my only reasons worth living right now is my ability to see him.

God. How I wish I could be so beautiful so that he could just delight in looking at me.

Oh the Fanfiction

So I've been trolling through fanfiction.net as of late and out of curiosity I wanted to see if they had fanfiction for Curtains. (which they do, there are three thankyouverymuch). But instead of reading them (They were all about Georgia and Aaron) I spent ten minutes trying to figure out how on God's green earth there were 97 Jesus Christ Superstar fanfictions.

Bromances

Bromance, I love them. They make me lol.

GRAH!

You, sir, are a motherfucking liar!

Twittero

So  I got a twitter. Look me up! MorbidVintage

That's me.


Also, my (soon to be ex) boyfriend is tweetstalking me. He's also lying to me about it.

Shalott

You know that one song that matches how you feel about someone? I found one that matches my "first love". It's Shalott by Emilie Autumn. I know it's really about the Lady Of Shalott by Lord Tennyson, but scarily it matches my feelings for this one boy.

Photography

 Winter Cherry

It's The Dead End

 End of the Line

 I'm Not Afraid of You

 Missing

 Remembrance

 Long and Winding 

 Grey

 Overgrowth

 Dreary

 Gloom 

 Forshadowing 

 Overhead

Weeping 

Curtains

I love the musical I'm in...It's Curtains. It's amazing

Bleh

I hate drama.

Sigh..to the max

Arthur P Spudinski. I love him

blllerrgghh

Fuck my life.

When ever I'm sad I read/watch/listen to anything related to The Last Unicorn. I love that book/movie/song and I know I'll be watching it tonight

Well, I'm Sorry

Jackson and Hunter both want to hang out with me today. I said I can't. The reason? Young Justice premieres tonight.

Hallelujah.

Maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew ya
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Great

So, um, well, we started Wuthering Heights today in English. I'm not looking forward to it. By the way my teacher talks about it, I should love it. But I HATE books like it. I just don't like "chick" books. So either I'm going to love it, or I'm going to be totally mortified by it and I'm going to be sitting in a corner muttering "gimmemyfantasyback"

Damn

So I like spending time with my best guy friend better than I like spending it with my boyfriend. Is that sad??

Byronic Heros

I love them