A Little Messed Up

So I've come up with a new rule, no coffee after 5:00 PM for me. It seriously fucks up my system. I don't care if the awesome, local coffee shop is having a special on Pumpkin Spice Lattes. I don't care how delicious said lattes are. I don't care if they are, at the current moment, selling them for the week. I can wait until the morning, or I can go right after school.

Oh, hey Kristina

Can someone please invent a machine to make me as cool as Kristina Horner? I mean she's kinda badass and awesome and I want to be like her.

So, if you're an inventor, please hurry up with that machine. Thanks.

It's happening again

So after months I finally found someone I actually like.

WHHHAAATTTT?

Yes, that's right. I found someone I like. It's not like I'm going boy crazy or anything, it's just that this kid is so adorable I just can help it.

(Oh, yeah, he's like a year younger than me, fuck)

Y U NO CHILL?

There's this girl who is seriously stressing me out. She needs to cool her shit. She complains about every little thing.

"There's a test tomorrow? OHMYGOD! When did we know about this? Last week! Ugh! That's not enough time to study, that's so unfair! I have to go stress eat!"

I mean come on! I'm in all the same classes she is (except I think she takes choir and I take theater) but she doesn't do anything after school. I, on the other hand, have play practice and I don't get home until 7:00.
Somehow, my grades are better than hers. I actually snapped and yelled at her the other day. I told her to shut the fuck up and get over herself.

She started crying,  but, actually, I don't think that was my fault.

Maybe she needs to be more chill. No, wait, she better chill the fuck out or else I will punch her in the face.

So ok

I've changed quite a bit over the past couple months, and I've decided to take up this blog again. Who gives a shit if anyone bitches me out? It's their problem.

and so it ends

So, Sophomore year is drawing to a close. It's been a long, exhausting year filled with joy and heart break and emotion. I don't know what else to say, except, it's been interesting. I've grown so much in the past ten months. I'm not the same awkward 15 year old girl who didn't know who she was and didn't know who her friends were. I'm 16 (I know it's so old right?) and I know who I am and who I can trust. There's not a doubt in my mind that I will change again, it's high school. But I've only got two more years.

Long time, no blog

So I've been ignoring this blog, because for a while it was a reminder of what happened. And then the ONE follower I had, left. That was sad and all it said was 0 followers.

Gee, thanks bro.

But I have another follower now, yay!